I don't know how can I live this. It was my fault at the first place. I know I'm wrong, I chose the wrong step.This is my problem. I shouldn't take it. It's about... status. I don't think that I'm into him :/ All this while I was thinking, 'am I right to give you my heart?' Actually, I confused with myself though.
Complicated. Yeah, that's the magic word. You're just not the type that I want even you are perfect girls out there. You're not fit into it. That's the problem. Sometimes Iloveyou and sometimes Idon'tloveyou. I can say that 'Iloveyou' very easily, and if that's it, I can really mean it deeply. I want a relationship that no one can bother, just between us. No one else. Me & You.
Seriously, I just can't. I can't face it everyday there's a complaint from you bout your ex. When I'm trying to
love you, the ex keep disturbing us. Maybe you think that I'm just fine, but deep inside, it hurts me. I'm sorry. Now I think I've changed my mind. I'm sorry that I keep on running away from you. Please leave me alone, you should move on. One more thing, because of you, I had a fight with my 'past' one. And because of you, the 'past' should never called as 'past'.
Knowing you is just enough for me. I don't ask for more. I'm hoping that one day, you'll leave me. I will be fine :')
It's just...complicated.
Regrets; Hangrid Elzham.
