New Esmagar

                                       Times fly so fast. I have a new esmagar.

Just knew each other, but I think I'm falling for you. Ahhhhh, how can I feel this? That day you treated me so perfectly and I'm like it. Like seriously even though that was the first time we met...

*Later..............*

And now, you don't even 'Hi' me like last time :'( Everyday I was hoping that you'll 'Hi' me first, mhmm shitt I hate being ignored. There's many things that I want to ask you, but I'm afraid that it will annoys you alot. I just want you to feel that there someone is taking care of you. Yeahhhh, we don't know peoples heart, am I right? Now I feel like I am nothing :/

Dear H, all my sorrows flew away, keep quite just hear me say: I don't ever want you to go, so please stay :'( I'm belongs to you so do you, please don't leave me I'm begging. I'm sorry when you're talking to me I just keep quiet, my bad. You hold my hand, I act like there's nothing but deep inside, the heartbeat beats very fast!

It's the way you're looking at me, I just can't forget the great eyes. If you think that is funny, it's just you ;) For me you're the coolest guy that did to me for the first dated. Try and think about it, if your heart is locked, please don't lock it. Keep your key back in your pocket, think it's though. I just want you to stay, baby stay!

Please stay. Just stay with me. I'll take you forever more. JUST STAY!

Regret; Hangrid Elzham

It's just...

            It's unbelieveable how can I stick to the one that I'm not into it.


 I don't know how can I live this. It was my fault at the first place. I know I'm wrong, I chose the wrong step.This is my problem. I shouldn't take it. It's about... status. I don't think that I'm into him :/ All this while I was thinking, 'am I right to give you my heart?' Actually, I confused with myself though.

 Complicated. Yeah, that's the magic word. You're just not the type that I want even you are perfect girls out there. You're not fit into it. That's the problem. Sometimes Iloveyou and sometimes Idon'tloveyou. I can say that 'Iloveyou' very easily, and if that's it, I can really mean it deeply. I want a relationship that no one can bother, just between us. No one else. Me & You.

Seriously, I just can't. I can't face it everyday there's a complaint from you bout your ex. When I'm trying to

love you, the ex keep disturbing us. Maybe you think that I'm just fine, but deep inside, it hurts me. I'm sorry. Now I think I've changed my mind. I'm sorry that I keep on running away from you. Please leave me alone, you should move on. One more thing, because of you, I had a fight with my 'past' one. And because of you, the 'past' should never called as 'past'.

Knowing you is just enough for me. I don't ask for more. I'm hoping that one day, you'll leave me. I will be fine :')

It's just...complicated.

Regrets; Hangrid Elzham.